Hello gaisssssss

Long time no see (:

I've been stayed away from my laptop bc of those weekly exams. Tired? No, im not tired. Nahhh just kidding. i am so fcking tired bruh. 

It has been ages since i updated my blog. i don't even remember anything about editing and html stuffs. all in my head is my password, books, and something about education. this makes me regretted bc i chose to continue my studying for another 5 years. ugghhhhhh

I'm so bad when it comes to make a decision. like seriously i want degree, diploma and ph.d. but it's hard duhh. i didn't even done with SPM yet TT^TT

I missed everyoneeeeeee. do you miss me?

Nahh i thought maybe you didn't even remember me hmmmmm.

What do i do wihout my laptop?

Okay so you knew me really well that i can't live without my laptop especially those k-dramas. but this time, maybe i did it. MAYBE. you know whaaaat i can update my blog using handphone but i don't want becauseeeee it's hard to deal with typos ><

My bff betrayed me and talk shit behind my back. ugh idgaf. once a queen, always a queen. you know my rules then why did you? okay go on i won't catch or chase you. and your friends said i have to apologize and i'm just like whaaaaat why do i have to????

Ugh such a bitch.

And what i do without my laptop is go to gym and workouutttttt 

After workout, i went home and studyyy. 

Go to school, back to home, shower, go to gym, back home, shower, nap for 10 minutes, study, eat, watch tv, doing chores(my parents are working), do homework, sleep.

That's how my life really is.

And sometimes when i have free time i just go to the studio and dancing. it's for workout and release my stress, too. whenever i feel alone, i'm dancing and i feel like all those alone or lonely is just for temporary.

I will die alone too then why should i make friends? i need a faithful and rich husband and good children. happy family too. that's all. i don't need anything else. 

They said im like a bitch bc what i want is money. c'mon. use ur mind. if you don't have money how will you pay the rent if you're renting the house? how to pay for the car fuel? how to buy the food? this is the generation where we need money to survive. we didn't live in generation where money can't buy happiness.

Wake up this is the reality, not in your dream (((:

That's all what i can type. sorry it took me so long to update but when i does, it just a short thing. 

I'm really sorry.